debut?? Posted at 11:06 PM
candle bearer at flower girl. wafu at danda
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roses
candles
my cake and frends...
mommy..escort..me..emcee...tita
my shoes
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the gown
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April 20, 2005
sa tinagal tagal ko.... Posted at 02:07 AM ngayon lang ule ako nakapag lagay ule ng entry..kase tinamad ako na hindi ko alam kung bakit sana,,magpatuloy nako dito sa tabulas ko...at mabago narin ang layout,,kase ang bagal,,,hindi parin maayos ang gawa ko,,,wahehehe,,,so,,gagawa muna ako ng bagong layout ha...hehehe |

December 24, 2004
_+why this keep happening to me+_ Posted at 06:41 AM matagal na pala ako di nakakapaglagay ng entry dito siguro sa sobra dami ko gustong gawin dito wala ako masimulan.. madami ideya na pumapasok sa isipan ako kaso wala naman nangyayari.. malamig pa ang pasko ko,, naisip ko ilan taon na din ang nagdaan malamig parin ang pasko.. kasing lamig ng hangin sa sementeryo pag nagpupunta ako... hanggang kelan kaya aku magiging ganito LIFE SUCKS!! but still hoping for a change,, sabi nga ni Maestro Mao sa mundo daw wala daw permenente kundi ang pagbabago.. kelang kaya mangyayari ang pagbabago sakin,,, |

This is a favorite post.December 11, 2004
ITS MY LITTLE BROTHER BIRTHDAY Posted at 02:00 AM kung nagbabasa kayo ng mga entry ko kasama siya yun little brother ko isa lang ibig sabihin nun,,mahal ko talaga ang kapatid ko its been 0ne year na,, i really miss my brother,,dapat 12 years old na siya this yearmaaga ako nagpunta ng sementeryo para batihin ang utol ko.. habang naglalakad ako taena nagiging emo mode ako! maybe because talaga miss ko na utol ko,,habang kinakausap ko siya napapaiyak nalang ako kase sobrang miss ko na talaga siya as in!! pero naisip ko maswerte ngayon yun utol ko kase hindi na niya mararanasan ang mga nararanasan ng mga tao ngayon well yun lang po..pero talaga kapag naaalala ko utol ko naiiyak talaga ako I REALLY MISS HIM louie kung asan ka man ngayon sana masaya ka MISS NA KITA....love you always Louie,utol,wala lang,,,tamang malungkot naman ako,, |

This is a favorite post.November 17, 2004
CHRISTIAN GOTH Posted at 04:33 PM as i read this site,, "lahat na sinabi dito ay pawang katotohanan" peolpe judge as that we are satanist but were not!hindi lang mahilig kami mag-black ganon nalang ang tingin nila --we go chruch every sunday and praise HIM,,--but everytime we walk towads the altar people look us,,malungkot kase nowadays people are so judgemental.. THAT THEY JUDGE THE PERSON WITHOUT KNOWING THEM malungkot hindi ba...but still kahit ka ganon nalang sila hindi parin kami magbabago +they still converting us even thou +++ kasali na kami sa mga religious organization+well THATS LIFE!! all we can do is just sit and pray ang praise HIM.... |

This is a favorite post.November 13, 2004
_+ThE_LaSt_pEw+_ Posted at 12:52 AM read this poem.. Walking through those doors People point and stare Why'd I even come here? Is this a church or Satan's lair? On the last pew I sit alone Thinking I'd rather be at home I came just the way I was And people looked down on me If this is what God is about I don't need Christianity I was alone on the last pew Lip syncing praises to You Afraid if I opened my mouth They'd tell me to get out Preacher gave me the evil eye Made me out to be a bad guy I felt unwelcome I was labeled a freak After that day I knew I wouldn't be back next week I prayed to God, "Help me find something better." The only love I felt I found in the red letters We must not judge others That's for God and God alone Lots of churches judge by looks So most people stay at home Think about if it was you All alone on that last pew The Lord looks at a man's heart Not the clothes that he's wearing So instead of showing hatred We need to love and start caring It's churches like that That draw people from Christ They go there for help And see hate in your eyes They leave that day Feeling worse than before And that may be the last time they step through church doors!! |

This is a favorite post.November 3, 2004
LagLagAn sA tRopA,, Posted at 02:59 AM hindi ko akalain na sarili ko tropa ang maglalaglag sakin,,kaya siguro hanggang ngayon galit sa akin ate ko,, damn them!! pinagkatiwalaan ko then ganon pala ang gagawin sa akin,,,sabagay,,totoo pala yun paniniwala ko wala na totoong tao sa mundo puro PLASTIKAN! wala naman ako dun magagawa,,,buhay nila yan,,pero bakit kelangan pati yun sa akin ginagalaw nila,, concern?!!as if,,, >: |

This is a favorite post.October 31, 2004
my little only brother Posted at 11:39 PM see that??!!yup!! thats my little brother,, grabe one year na kami dumadalaw sa kanya kada undas,, i still remember that time,, MAY,2.2003 kung gano ako ka-emo nun eto yun time na kinuha samen yan little brother ko!! opo!! pumanaw lang siya last year lang,,grabe nun mga oras na yun,, hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko bukod kase siya lang ang tangi kasundo ko sa bahay namen,,mahal na mahal ko pa ito!! tapos kukunin lang siya sa amen,,damn!! hindi ko nga alam kung paano ko natanggap ang mga pangyayari,, gustuhin ko man ikwento ang buong istorya,, nakakapagod kase ang mag-type siguro by sequence nalang,, pero sa totoo lang sobrang miss ko na yun little brother ko,, wala na ko magagawa kase nangyari na ang kinakatakutan ko mangyari,,before this accident happen i knew something wrong,, hindi ko lang pinansin i knew that my brother will passed away but i dont know that this is his time to say goodbye,,i have my own instincts this is the thing that is why i still blame myself!! well,,tapos na e,,all i can do is to pray and look at his picture and say I LOVE YOU for the last time,,, >>LOUIE MARK J CANA<< >>R.I.P<< >>MAY 2,2003<remember me this way |

This is a favorite post.October 30, 2004
bigo ang GRAND EB ng PASIG PULPERS Posted at 03:19 AM nakakainis kase akala ko hindi kasama yun ate ko yun pala kasama,,damn!!nakakahiya tuloy sa mga kapwa ko pulpero na hindi man lang nakita,,grabe!! alam nga ni koribayashi yun nangyari e,??kase kasama ko siya sinigawan daw ba ako sa madaming tao!!damn talaga kase naman,,sama ng sama e hindi naman talaga nagpupunta sa mga ganon okasyon,,yan tuloy puta kill joy talaga!!!damn her!! sana pala hindi ko na set sa ganon araw yun grand eb namen ng mga pulpero., tiyak,,galit sakin yun mga yun,,kaso,,kung alam lang talaga nila,, kung sino man nakakakilala kay koribayashi,,tanong niyo nalang sa kanya ang mga pangyayari.,,, [img:432819] |










as i read this site,, "lahat na sinabi dito ay pawang katotohanan" peolpe judge as that we are satanist but were not!hindi lang mahilig kami mag-black ganon nalang ang tingin nila --we go chruch every sunday and praise HIM,,--but everytime we walk towads the altar people look us,,malungkot kase nowadays people are so judgemental.. THAT THEY JUDGE THE PERSON WITHOUT KNOWING THEM malungkot hindi ba...but still kahit ka ganon nalang sila hindi parin kami magbabago +they still converting us even thou +++ kasali na kami sa mga religious organization+well THATS LIFE!! all we can do is just sit and pray ang praise HIM....
see that??!!yup!! thats my little brother,, grabe one year na kami dumadalaw sa kanya kada undas,, i still remember that time,, MAY,2.2003 kung gano ako ka-emo nun eto yun time na kinuha samen yan little brother ko!! opo!! pumanaw lang siya last year lang,,grabe nun mga oras na yun,, hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko bukod kase siya lang ang tangi kasundo ko sa bahay namen,,mahal na mahal ko pa ito!! tapos kukunin lang siya sa amen,,damn!! hindi ko nga alam kung paano ko natanggap ang mga pangyayari,, gustuhin ko man ikwento ang buong istorya,, nakakapagod kase ang mag-type siguro by sequence nalang,, pero sa totoo lang sobrang miss ko na yun little brother ko,, wala na ko magagawa kase nangyari na ang kinakatakutan ko mangyari,,before this accident happen i knew something wrong,, hindi ko lang pinansin i knew that my brother will passed away but i dont know that this is his time to say goodbye,,i have my own instincts this is the thing that is why i still blame myself!! well,,tapos na e,,all i can do is to pray and look at his picture and say I LOVE YOU for the last time,,, >>LOUIE MARK J CANA<< >>R.I.P<< >>MAY 2,2003<